Tomorrow will be my first day of working. It's a new job, as a Research Assistant, contract worker. I feel grateful to Allah SWT for giving me this job after a horrible experience with the previous employer. I'm so grateful that Allah SWT never disappoint me. Allah SWT is always the best.
My mother and friends think that I will be happy and nervous to start this new job. Unfortunately I don't feel that way. I feel nothing. I don't feel nervous, I don't feel excited, I don't feel happy nor sad. I just want to go to the workplace, do whatever tasks they will give to me, and I will go back home when it's time.
I don't know why I feel nothing. Should I feel something? I don't know. I think it's because of the previous experience. I was too excited and happy, but in the end I faced bad experience. Maybe because of that, I feel nothing now. On the other side, I think it is good for me to feel nothing and not expecting too much, so that if anything happens, I will accept it the way it is. Hopefully nothing bad will happen in the future. I hope my new employer will not be like the previous one.
I am the one who will give 100% of commitment when it comes to responsibility. If the employer is professional and tolerate in everything, I will be the best employee they ever had (believe me, I've done that). But if the employer is sucked (like the previous one), I will lose respect to the employer and no more commitment will be given to the company. So I hope my new employer is better than the previous one and more tolerate.
May Allah SWT ease me in everything I do...Amin...
My mother and friends think that I will be happy and nervous to start this new job. Unfortunately I don't feel that way. I feel nothing. I don't feel nervous, I don't feel excited, I don't feel happy nor sad. I just want to go to the workplace, do whatever tasks they will give to me, and I will go back home when it's time.
I don't know why I feel nothing. Should I feel something? I don't know. I think it's because of the previous experience. I was too excited and happy, but in the end I faced bad experience. Maybe because of that, I feel nothing now. On the other side, I think it is good for me to feel nothing and not expecting too much, so that if anything happens, I will accept it the way it is. Hopefully nothing bad will happen in the future. I hope my new employer will not be like the previous one.
I am the one who will give 100% of commitment when it comes to responsibility. If the employer is professional and tolerate in everything, I will be the best employee they ever had (believe me, I've done that). But if the employer is sucked (like the previous one), I will lose respect to the employer and no more commitment will be given to the company. So I hope my new employer is better than the previous one and more tolerate.
May Allah SWT ease me in everything I do...Amin...
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