Snobbish

Some people are too snobbish, they tend to ignore other people who try to be nice with them.

Snobbish can lead to loss - Loss the precious diamond in front of you.

Don't be too confident that your snobbishness will be long.

Our heart is not belonged to us, but it is belonged to Allah SWT.

Allah SWT can turn our heart at anytime.

Therefore, Allah SWT gave us a few du'a in the Quran for us to use everyday.

If you want someone to be softhearted to you, you can use those du'a.

Don't worry, we must depend on Allah SWT because Allah SWT is The Almighty.

Allah SWT can do anything.

There is nothing impossible with His will.

Insya Allah...

Happy 29th Birthday to me!

Yes, I am 29 years old today.

Still single, no permanent job, small salary...

But a bit thin as compared to last year, less pimples and scars on my face...

More calm, less anger, more positive, happier than last year...

Alhamdulillah...I feel grateful to Allah SWT for giving me chance to live up till today.

My life might not stable yet, but I am grateful with what I have now.

I have lovely family and friends, who always make me happy whenever I am sad and down.

I am happy with my current job because the environment is quite pleasant, and I like to do the tasks.

I am secretly (not that secret actually) in love with someone, but I don't care (if he is meant for me, he will be mine, if not, I will meet someone else). Hihi~

I teach myself to be positive by experiencing failures, and I take them as good lessons.

I used to be afraid of failures, but now I don't care if I fail, because I will push myself to climb back higher than before.

I will take all my mom's advices seriously, because she is always right.

Oh, I am working on enhancing my image. Slowly but must have progress.

And of course, I am trying to be closer to The Almighty, because only Allah SWT can give me strength.

Subhanallah, Alhamdulillah, Lailahailallah, Allahuakbar...thank you Allah SWT for this wonderful life.


P.S: Everybody said I look bright and shine today. Hihi~

Malaysia 13th General Election

Alhamdulillah, today I did my responsibility for the first time. I should have voted for the first time in 2008, but at that time I was in Kuantan, and it was too far for me to travel back to my hometown. This time, I travelled for 2 and a half hours only, so I came back to my hometown.

Whoever wins today, my life is still the same. I work, eat, pray, etc etc, just like before. If I want to change my life, I need to make more efforts. Nobody can change our life except ourselves.

Whatever it is, I am very proud of performing my responsibility. It is our duty as the citizen of the country to vote for our representative of choice. If you don't like anybody, do it for the country.

Love yourself first

All this while, I have read in many motivational books that encourage us to love ourselves. I read the explanation and everything, but I still don't get the idea. I thought by just being happy is enough for me, but unfortunately I was wrong.

To love ourselves, we need to change all sort of things in our life. Our relationship with God, family, and friends, our appearance and image, as well as our inner self.It is true that you need to be happy, but in order to achieve the happiness, you need to make correction for other things first.

Early of this year, I fell for a guy. Well, I have been single for the past 6 years, and this is the first time I really fell for a guy. Oh, I am not going to describe about this guy. Let it be a secret. I just want to focus on changing myself.

Since I fell for him, I realized and learned a lot of things: How terrible my life was, how bad my appearance was, how I forgot to be grateful, etc etc. I realized that I was not happy at all. I thought I was happy, but deep inside me, I still lived in a deep 'well'. Now, I am working hard to get out of the 'well'.

I feel grateful to Allah SWT for giving me this test. I learned how to be patient, how to not to make things complicated, how to let go of someone, how to be cool and positive in any kind of situation, and the most important is, how to be closer to The Almighty. Subhanallah...A friend of mine once told me, "If you want to get a good guy, you must be a good person." Yes, he is right. Totally right. It's the Law of Attraction. Right now, I am working on that, and I believe that Allah SWT is preparing me for a good thing. Allahu'alam...

If you like someone...

Well said...

Miracle!

A miracle has happened yesterday, with the will of Allah SWT.

I thought about a thing on Tuesday, suddenly the thing happened yesterday.

Subhanallah, walhamdulillah, walailahaillallah...wallahuakbar...

Asking for help

It is true, you know, that your future depends on your own efforts.

You might ask for help from others, but they are not going to build your future.

You, yourself, is going to build your future.

At the end of the day, you must stand alone.

People will try to help at first, but you never know what's in their mind.

They might be envy of you, or want to sabotage you, or sincerely want to help you.

Most people won't help you sincerely; they will envy of you.

So, they won't help you with all their heart, and finally, your result is still ZERO.

Therefore, you are the one who should help yourself.

Oh, always remember that Allah SWT is always there for you.

Yes, He is The One that you should seek for help; not human.

He is The Knowing, The Merciful, and The Giver.

He will give whatever you ask from Him, as long as you are not asking for ridiculous things.

So, that's my motivation: Asking help from Allah SWT.